Headache: I'm happy I cried today
I felt my heartbeat pumping in my chest and all these thoughts raced through my head. I wrote back in anger and said things that I regret but in the end I was happy I felt something. I've been so in my head lately, getting stuff done. Staying up till morning. Thinking I don't want it to be night, cause all I do is toss and turn and think of things I left un-done. Most days, the only thing that keeps me going is knowing that I am not giving up when I am so close.
I have been through too much to give up today. So instead of feeling sorry for myself I choose to turn the other cheek and keep on walking cause no matter who mocks my efforts, accomplishments and story, I know that there is nothing that can tear down my desire to succeed. I know I will have many more sleepless nights, fights, and defeated moments but I'm ready, so bring it.
Today I felt happy I cried. I remembered I am human. I am not superwoman and I have never claimed to be. I rather be mom, friend, sister or wife.
Feeling tired, defeated, uncovered but still strong is what reminds me that I am invincible and I will reach the top. Join me or step aside.